Severe thunderstorm warning

I first discovered masturbation, by accident, when I was 11 years old. I did not know anything about masturbation, orgasms, ejaculations, etc. But I can remember how good my first orgasm felt, and I also experienced my first ejaculation.

It happened during a severe thunderstorm warning. I was alone that late afternoon and had to stay indoors because of the storm. I was in the middle of doing my homework, when after a loud crash of thunder, we lost power. I stopped doing my homework, because my room was somewhat dark, and I like to have plenty of light when I do my homework. I was bored to death, and for some reason, I decided to take off my T-shirt and shorts, and I closed my bedroom door. I climbed into bed face-down, which was the way I always slept back then. I decided to spread my legs apart and do push-ups on my bed. I did only about two push-ups and stopped, because I discovered this good feeling that I got by rubbing my penis against my bedspread, through my underwear. I was doing this for about a minute when all of the sudden I felt I this feeling that I never felt before. It felt so good that I kept it up. I wanted to try to make the feeling last forever! It felt almost like I had to urinate, but a little different. I rested for a minute or two and started again. The feeling came back in about one minute, and it came even stronger. It felt *really* good that time! And then I did it again, and in about 30 seconds, the feeling came back very strong — it felt great! And then I felt this drip come out of my penis. My underwear was very wet. At first I thought I had urinated, so I took off my underwear and noticed this clear stuff at the opening of my penis. I thought, What the heck is this? I changed my underwear — I had to hide my underwear, because my mother would think I wet my pants, and I thought I would get scolded big time! After I did that, I put my shirt and my shorts back on and went back downstairs to watch the rest of the storm. I decided not to tell anybody about what I did, so I never knew what it was or what I was doing.

I decided to this every night. I was alone most nights, because my mother worked then. I loved doing this, even though I did not know what masturbation was at the time. When I did it at night, though, I just lowered my sweatpants and rubbed through my underwear. I also experienced masturbating on the sofa — it felt even better when I masturbated there! I did it on the sofa from time to time, by rubbing through my underwear. I did this technique for two years.

I also masturbated when I woke up in the morning, because I experienced morning erections. I'd just lower my sweatpants and go to work. One morning, the noise from the bed woke up my mother at around 7 AM, and she almost freaked! She came in and asked why I was doing it. I told her to get out. She did leave the room — but that afternoon, she kind of told me what I was doing. She explained to me what masturbation was and told me all about orgasms, ejaculation, etc. She also told me that her brother did it, and that all boys do it throughout their lives — but she told me not to tell the other boys about it, because she was afraid I might get picked on. I also learned about sexual intercourse; my mother told me not to do it with any girl until I was married. She told me I could masturbate instead, but to use towels because of the way semen can squirt all over the place.

In 1987 I decided to masturbate by rubbing my erect penis against the sofa cushions. It felt so good that I started masturbating this way, staining my underwear all the time. I masturbated this way for about 4 years. Sometimes I would take off all of my clothes and masturbate on my bed, under my covers. But I didn't masturbate this way very often, because after I ejaculated all over the sheets and the towel, I would feel guilty about it. Sometimes I'd toss away the sheets and put fresh sheets on my bed, because the semen smell stays on the bed. I was afraid that my mother would get angry about it. She never mentioned missing sheets, though.

I also tried different techniques. When I masturbated against the sofa, when I was about to ejaculate, I would put my hand under my penis and ejaculate right into my hand. I loved the feeling of the semen squirting onto my hand! After I finished ejaculating, I'd rub the semen onto my penis so it would be nice and wet. Occasionally I tried to hold back my orgasm — when I felt the orgasm approaching, I'd quickly put on my underwear. But it never worked. I would just ejaculate into my underwear.

When I got my waterbed, I would masturbate naked by rubbing my penis against my silk sheets, which were the ones I had on my bed at the time. Sometimes I'd have the best orgasms of my life this way! I also started using lubricants; these tend to make my sessions last longer.

Now when I masturbate, I often use a blow-up vagina, which is my favorite toy to masturbate with. I'll get a good erection, lubricate my penis with a water-based lube, and slide in and out. I usually use the Stop & Go technique (thanks to JackinWorld) — I'll masturbate this way for a half-hour to 45 minutes. When I can no longer delay my orgasm I sometimes shout, because the orgasm feels so good and so strong, and I ejaculate so much semen! After I am finished, the semen continues to drip out of my penis. I use this toy almost every night before I go to bed. Masturbating this way makes me very sleepy, so I have no problems trying to sleep.

I love masturbating — I think I will continue to do it for the rest of my life. And if I ever have children, I will tell my boys that it is okay to masturbate, but to do it only in private, not in public. I will also tell them that masturbation is *fun!*