Over the headboard

Where I live, sex education is very lacking. They only tell you the raw basics: Man and woman get together, and sperm is transferred from male to female (somehow), and that's basically it. Nothing about how the whole erection thing happens, nothing about pleasuring yourself, or anything remotely close. Before I started masturbating (and understood what I was doing — I had actually started doing it around when I was 6 or 7), I had no idea what happened to get the man's penis into the woman's vagina so that the sperm would come out. Nor did I have any idea that the experience would be so incredibly pleasurable. It sounded more like a scientific event than a fantastic sensory explosion.

Around this time, when I took showers with my gym class, I had been noticing that a lot of the other boys had penises that were different from mine. I didn't think much of it, though, since many of them were Hispanic, and I just naturally figured that since they were a different race, it was normal for them to have a different-looking penis. Of course, later on I learned it was because they were not circumcised and I was. Another thing I had noticed in the shower was that all the other boys' penises were larger than mine. The only exception was my best friend. We looked like brothers with almost identical penises. We both were the smallest kids in the class in general, though, so again I figured it was normal for me and him to have a tiny penis. Later on, at about age 12, I started measuring my penis when it was erect. Back then I was only about 4" long and about 3 3/4" around. Growing up was tough for me because I had no real male role models to talk to about it, so I didn't know whether I was normal or small for my age. I was starting to grow a little peach fuzz down there as well, but not as heavily as my friends. Since I saw that my schoolmates' flaccid penises were bigger than mine, I automatically figured their erections were bigger as well. I measured my penis as often as possible, hoping for some growth, but it took a long time for growth to start happening there. My 4" erection went to about 5" when I was around 13. Then, when I hit 14 and grew in height considerably, at the same time my erection went from around 5" to exactly 6. I was feeling better about myself and realized it just took time to happen. From age 15 on, I grew another inch and leveled off at 7" in length and 4 3/4" around. Now, while I'm no porn star by any means, I am happy with the size of my penis — and for all the young readers out there who are concerned that their erections are too small, relax and be patient. Chances are your penis will grow throughout your teen years. And it really makes no difference what size it is, because I still get the same amount of pleasure with a larger penis now as I did when it was smaller. And believe me, I've had a lot of pleasure with it.

Going back to when I was around 11, close to 12, I was still confused about what my body was going through — but I knew certain things felt really good. One day I was in the shower, just soaping up as usual, and I lathered up my penis and scrotum and started getting an erection. When I washed the lather off with the shower jet, I stimulated the underside of the penis (where the frenulum is) and discovered this produced a great, warm feeling in my penis. The next time I got in the tub, I decided to try something different. I lay down on my back and pushed myself up into a capital L position by putting my legs up against the wall, letting the flow of water from the faucet run down onto my genitals. I of course concentrated the stream of water onto the frenulum and glans of my penis, and this produced wonderful sensations inside my groin. I started doing this every time I got in the tub. A few times I even took extra showers just so I could experience the pleasure. Man, that penis was small, but it had to be the cleanest one among all my friends!

After a while of doing the "water masturbation," I decided to try other things. I wore briefs at the time, and one day I decided to try rubbing the elastic band against the underside of my erection to see what would happen. This was the first time I had a dry orgasm. I had these quivers within my pelvic area, and it felt so great I decided to keep doing this as well as the bathtub fun.

One day I noticed something sticky oozing from the tip while I was stroking the back of it with my underwear. I found that sliding the sticky goo around on the frenulum, and then rubbing with the underwear, was even more intense. This went on for a couple weeks, when one day suddenly I produced a lot more "pre-cum." The more I spread it around on my penis, the more came out. Plus, the feelings down there seemed more intense. It was like an incredible need to pee, and yet it was so fantastic I couldn't stop to run and pee. The feeling got intensely strong, and I was almost at that threshold of no return when I decided to stop what I was doing. I now felt so good I was shaking, and I wasn't sure if it was healthy. My heart rate was faster, too, which caused me more concern. I picked up my still-erect penis between my index finger and thumb and was about to put it back into my underwear, when out of nowhere this hot jet of liquid shot from my penis straight up onto my face. The contraction that happened was strong, and was followed by a weaker one as I didn't follow through with the ejaculation — but then when I touched under the head again, it shot another jet onto my neck and chest. I rubbed the back of my sticky member and finished off the event. Well, being that it was my first time and all, it still oozed enough of the then-clear, slightly white stuff to soak my underwear in front after I put my pants back on.

The next day, even though I was scared to try, I had to know if I could produce those same incredible feelings inside again — so I decided to do it. I figured I couldn't do it again or produce that much semen. Boy, was I wrong. I took off my pants and underwear and lay back on the bed, and this time I started rubbing the "pre-cum" in short circles onto the back of the penis and played with the head a bit. It sure didn't take long to ejaculate a big load over my head and over the headboard of the bed as well as onto my chest and stomach.

It wasn't long before I started trying the "Fist" method and other techniques to make the experience even better. I've always been gifted with the amount of ejaculate, and the long time it takes for me to ejaculate a full load, so finding ways to intensify that and make it last even longer was great. I had tried some of the methods described on JackinWorld before, but since finding this site, I have enjoyed masturbation more than ever before. I only wish I had found the site sooner! Oh well, *definitely* better late than never!

Thank you for taking the time to read my story. Have fun experimenting with yourself, and never stop trying to find new, safe ways of pleasing yourself. Thank you very much JackinWorld — I think its great that you are teaching people of all ages that masturbation is a big part of everyone's life.