If anyone ever wonders about masturbation from a teenager's point of view, I'm here to fill you in. Masturbation is the best thing to get yourself satisfaction, and it's the safest way to pleasure yourself. The first time I ever masturbated, I was listening to some sounds of a guy and a girl having sex. Their moans extremely turned me on. I didn't know anything about masturbation then — the only thing I remember was these older teenage guys always asking me if I masturbated, and if it was a funny thing. It was kind of like a trick question, especially when you're 11 or 12 — I didn't know how to answer. So I just ignored it and always asked the same thing: "What does that mean?" Now I know what it means, and if I knew it then, I would say yes — and I would have been proud of it.
Back to my first time, the girl and guy having sex were moaning loudly and calling out each other's name. The guy grunted a few times, and the girl just kept moaning. I went to my bed and got all my pillows. I stacked them up and took off my shirt. I knew what sex was at that age — I just didn't know what masturbation was. I stacked my pillows, probably 4 or 5 of them, and got on top of the pillows. I started riding it like a wild horse, and just kept humping the pillows faster and faster, keeping up with the pace of the sounds of the man and the woman. At the end, I ejaculated for the first time. It was small, and when I first ejaculated, it kind of hurt. I didn't know what it was — I thought it was urine. I stop humping pillows after that for a while; then later on I got exposed to Internet pornography and magazines.
I masturbate all the time now. I try to hold off of masturbating — not because it's bad but because I want to save my ejaculations for a big one at the end. Somehow, it never works out that way, because I just cannot resist the urge and temptation of taking my hands and working it down there. But hey — who can blame me?
I look at online pornography often — probably every other day — and I download movie clips sometimes. Technology is a wonderful thing. But usually I look at magazines — sometimes with my buddies. I see them with a bulge in their pants, too, and it kind of turns me on. I don't think I'm gay, but when there's someone there with you who's also getting an urge to masturbate, it's exciting. I've never done mutual masturbation, but I wouldn't mind trying. Fantasizing a lot helps, too. I think about what could happen with threesomes, masturbation sessions with girls and guys, and so much more. There's so much a guy can use his imagination for! The possibilities are endless.
I'm uncircumcised, so I don't often use lubrication. If I do, it's lotion. I like being uncircumcised — a little blow on my penis rocks my world! I just want to ejaculate right then and there.
I masturbate every day — sometimes twice, in the morning when my erection is already there wide awake, or at night when I'm online. It's hard to not masturbate for a few days, because the urge always takes over me. I will never get tired of masturbation. It's always very exciting and pleasures me in many ways. There's still more things I want to do — mutual masturbation and so forth. I just have to live each day to the fullest and have fun every chance I get!
Do you find yourself masturbating more often during some seasons than others? Why?
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