Wank in the darkness

I guess have been getting erections all my life — well, at least from as far back as I can remember. I was 8 or 9 when I first started wanking (Yep, I'm an Aussie!) to dry orgasms...of course I didn't know what was happening back then, but these dry orgasms weren't really all that orgasmic. Instead they'd make my penis so sensitive it would send shivers down my spine when I only touched it. No throbs, no jerks, nothing — just an over-sensitive penis all of a sudden after 5 or 10 minutes! When this happened I would have to wait for my penis to go soft again before I could stand to touch it enough to put it back in my boxers.

I can't remember exactly when I ejaculated the first time and had my first "real" orgasm, but I know it was between the age of 11 and 12 and I was in my bed. The feeling of the warm semen running down my penis kind of scared me at first, but then the realization of what just happened made me so horny — that I was officially a "man." From then on, I haven't stopped wanking...on average, once or twice a day. My record is 6 in about 6 hours!

My curiosity about my friends, their penises, and their wanking habits has grown since I first started having dry orgasms, often fantasizing about them ejaculating, etc. After I ejaculate I still get a negative feeling — not as strong as the guilty feeling I used to have, but still a negative feeling after I orgasm. It's kind of a downer really, considering one minute I feel like I am flying, and then the next minute I feel down and out. But still, this has never stopped me fantasizing again in the next session (often the same day) and wishing that at some point I will be able to masturbate with a friend.

As I have progressed through my teens I have been more daring with my locations, my most daring being at the beach. I don't always stay at friends' places, but when I do, and the time comes to turn out the light and go to sleep, I usually always wank in the darkness, with the foreskin slapping just loud enough that I'm sure my friend can hear me. I've often listened after I ejaculated (fighting the mood swing) to see if they are wanking, too — but either I can't hear them, or the mood swing takes over, or they are just not wanking! I have also masturbated in public toilets, the school toilets (hoping that some dude my age would hear or see me and start wanking in the next toilet), on a plane going overseas, and my favorite, wanking at mates' houses.

A lot of other biographies I have read tell how they masturbated with neighbors or other kids in the neighborhood in their early teens, but in my area of the neighborhood it's nearly all younger couples or older people — hardly any families. So I've never really lived close to my friends, and my only male cousin who is a few years younger lives over an hour away. So unlike others, my fantasies have been the closest I have been able to get to mutual masturbation.

I wouldn't consider myself gay by any means...curious, though, possibly bi, but I couldn't even say bi because I have never actually done anything sexual with a guy. The most I have done with a chick has only been getting with a few chicks at parties, and back to the 6th grade when I had my first girlfriend. I am stuck between feelings at the moment between two chicks I like, and the thought of having an orgy with them both makes me horny! Yet another fantasy of mine at the moment.

Different techniques have never really interested me, mostly because I have never had a whole heap of time on my hands to experiment. I always alternate between "the fist," "the three finger," or the good old "thumb and index finger." (Does that even have a name?) My penis is 18cm (roughly 6.5"?) erect, uncircumcised, so I prefer the "fist" technique to cover the full length. I hear a lot of guys say they masturbate in the shower most of the time, but I have never been able to wank in the shower quickly. It always takes me forever, so I nearly always masturbate in bed.

I go through different stages with pornography — sometimes pics of chicks, sometimes pics of guys my own age just wanking...usually a mix of the two. Pictures of anal sex and the feeling of anal stimulation have never interested me. JackinWorld has made me more daring to try different things, but anal stimulation wasn't one of the best experiences I've had. I don't know whether I was doing it right (probably not), but it wasn't satisfying at all. I have never even liked the thought of anything anal.

In the 7 years I have been wanking, I don't regret one session! Masturbation rocks, and I thank JackinWorld for making me feel a little better about the whole process. I'm still a virgin, but even when I'm involved in a sexual relationship with my girlfriend/wife, I know I'll still be wanking — because no matter what, "No one knows your body like you do!"