Powerful instrument

I am a 54-year-old female from the United Kingdom. I was bought up in an all-female household and went to a single-sex school. My entire sex education happened when I was 12, on the day I started my periods: My mother said to me, "Never let a boy touch you." That was it. I used to wonder why. I had never seen a man's body and certainly never seen a penis.

When I was 16, I met a boy at a youth club, and he walked me home. We stopped by a wood, and he took out his penis. I didn't even know what it was. It was erect and very big, and when he started masturbating and finally ejaculated, I was spellbound. I had never seen anything so exciting. I didn't know such a thing as masturbation existed and had certainly never touched myself.

I married at 19 and had two children within three years. My husband was also a virgin, and we always had sex in the missionary position. We didn't know there was any other way. One day after I had been married about 7 years, my husband and I had just had sex, and for some reason, I touched my clitoris. It was a very pleasant feeling. I was 26 at the time, and this was the very first time I had ever touched myself there — unbelievable! I continued rubbing, and after a couple of minutes, I exploded and felt the most delicious sensations I had ever felt in my life. What was more, I didn't even know what was happening. I knew only that I wanted to do it again and again. Although my husband enjoyed seeing me masturbate, I found I gained more pleasure from being alone. I would masturbate at every opportunity, sometimes two or three times a day. We would sometimes incorporate it into our lovemaking, but I still enjoyed being alone. I loved to watch my husband masturbate. Whenever I was alone, I would just think of him standing there with his penis in his hand, and I would climax almost instantly.

Now, at age 54, I still masturbate most mornings. It is something I look forward to when I go to bed at night. When I wake up, it is the first thing on my mind. I usually use one of my several vibrators, or sometimes, I just use my fingers. The sensations are still just as strong. Shortly after I orgasm, my nipples go rock hard, and that is also a very pleasant feeling. I feel that a woman's orgasm must be stronger than a man's, as mine are so intense, I always scream out. Sometimes, too, they are so strong it gives me a headache for a few minutes afterwards.

I love JackinWorld. I read the articles and bios and store that info for when I am masturbating. It has given me an enormous amount of pleasure. My only regret is that I wasted at least 10 years before I learned what a powerful instrument my clitoris is!