I first found out about masturbation when I was 10 or 11. I was in the shower and I had an erection. I sat on the floor of the shower and just started to rub my penis. After about 15 minutes I started to experience a feeling I had never had before. It got stronger and stronger as the seconds went by. I was getting nervous about what was happening, but it felt too good to stop. All of a sudden a huge wad of white goo spurted all over. I had no idea what it was or what I had just done. I thought I had done something wrong or harmful to myself. I felt like a pervert. But I continued to do this for several weeks every time I got in the shower. Finally, after reading a puberty book, I found out that what I was doing was very normal. Masturbation became a regular part of my life at that point.
When I was 13 I was on a school trip. My friend and I were in the room together at night, and my other friend was sleeping. We were watching a movie that had nudity in it. At that age you are very interested in girls, and you get horny over just about anything. We were both in our boxers and a T-shirt; it was very obvious that we both had erections. One of us suggested that we compare our penises. We both took ours out and compared them. At that point I was about 6.5 inches with a lot of hair, and he was only about 5 inches with almost no hair. Then I asked him if he had ever masturbated — he hadn't, but he wanted to. So right then and there we did it. The awkward part was that he could not ejaculate and I could. I ejaculated after just a few minutes.
Another time involved a girl I was dating. We had both masturbated several times over the phone, and she had seen my penis on several occasions. We were watching a movie one night, and she asked if she could watch me masturbate. I was nervous at first, but I did it anyway. I got on the couch and she took off my pants and boxers and sat there as I began to stroke. I felt awkward, but after I got into it I felt better. After a few seconds she took off her bra for me. I did not last too long after that — I ejaculated all over my boxers. She really liked to watch me do this.
One other experience I had happened in a chat room. I was talking to a kid, and he suggested we masturbate over the phone. I was not sure about it, but I tried it anyway. (Note: It's not a smart idea to give out your phone number in a chat room.) We both really enjoyed it — we kind of bonded. It took about 15 minutes. We have not talked on the phone since then, but we have talked online several times.
Now I am 18, and I still masturbate often — usually every night before bed. I sleep in my boxers, so it's very easy to do it. I just take them off and stroke. I don't really do anything special; I usually just take my erect penis and do the normal stroke method — rubbing my hand up and down my shaft at a somewhat fast pace. With my other had I massage my testicles and scrotum — I love this. Sometimes I rub my inner thigh. I often ejaculate on either an old sock or dirty boxers. These sessions do not last very long, but they are always pleasant.
Masturbation has been an important part of my teenage years. I have had only one girlfriend, so my sex drive has not been satisfied on a regular basis. Without masturbation I don't know what I would do. It has been a time of self-exploration I have enjoyed a lot. It has also been a great bonding experience with my friends over the years. We have talked about and joked about it often.
As I get ready for college later this year, I don't know how my masturbation habits will change. Hopefully I will find a girlfriend who can take care of this for me. If I do not, I hope I can find a roommate who will be understanding with me on the topic. But as I look back over the last years, masturbation has been a huge help in dealing with stress and with my sex drive, as well as for relaxation.
Do you find yourself masturbating more often during some seasons than others? Why?
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