I can remember my first time exactly. It was June 7, 1997. It was finals week at my junior high, and each day of that week was a half day, so I was home early. I decided to get online to see what was going on. The strange thing was I had seen some movies that used masturbation humor. I felt obligated to laugh when I heard these jokes, since everyone else around me was laughing. Quite frankly, though, I had no idea what masturbation was, and I had no idea why everyone thought it was so funny. I got on a search engine, typed in "masturbation," and off I went. I had a feeling it had something to do with sex, but I wasn't at all prepared for what I found.
First, I came to a site with a bunch of text describing what masturbation was. That was good. I sort of came to an understanding — but I wasn't quite sure what it meant by "massaging the genital organs until orgasm." To my luck, though, there was an animated graphic that showed some guy, in his glory, masturbating slowly. (I didn't know it was slow at the time.) I was so excited (in more ways than one!). The whole time I was looking at this material my penis was crying out to me. I decided to do what the guy was doing. I went to the bathroom, sat on the toilet, and started pumping away. I was probably at 15 strokes per minute, literally. I didn't know any different.
An hour passed; I was still going away at it. All of a sudden, this great surge went from my head to my toes. I was afraid, but at the same time enjoying every second of it. It was the best feeling in the world. I had to stop pumping because I couldn't take it anymore. I looked down, and my penis had this thick white stuff dribbling out of it. I let it go, but when it was all over, I was afraid. I didn't know if I had injured myself so much I would have to urinate like this for the rest of my life. Terrified, I went back to that same search engine, typed in "masturbation," and looked down the list of sites. Then I found JackinWorld. I read for at least two hours straight. I couldn't get enough of different grips and techniques, and I found out that what I had done was perfectly natural.
School came around that fall. The spontaneous erections would not stop. A few times I asked to be excused from class and "o to the bathroom" but would masturbate once I got there. It didn't help that the conversation topic in 8th grade PE every day was masturbation and sex. I just listened and learned. I had not been going at masturbation all that long (and I'm sure they hadn't, either), but they had some interesting ideas on what to do.
That continued into my freshman year. I can't tell you how much I wanted to masturbate with another person. I was so intrigued by the idea, and I still am to this day. I would love to see how another person does it and how he/she would do me. But it's a bit hard to walk up to somebody and say, "Would you like to masturbate with me?" I've read many things on JackinWorld that have spoken of mutual masturbation at sleepovers or while watching videos. I can only dream of doing such a thing. I don't have any male siblings, so that puts me in a tough spot. I think my only hope of masturbating someone and being masturbated is when I get married. So, until then, I wait.
Even today I leave class to "take care of business." There are some things that are just more important in life. I think, "I could be getting an educating right now — but I'm so horny. I have to do something." Those times are fun, though, because there's always the risk of having someone walk into the bathroom and catch me right at the point of no return. Who knows? Maybe I'm a budding exhibitionist. That would be interesting.
I'm still an avid reader of JackinWorld and probably will be until I take my last breath. I can't thank the JackinWorld people enough for what they do. I only hope I will be able to show it to my son some 20 years from now.
Do you find yourself masturbating more often during some seasons than others? Why?
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15 strokes per minute
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