If you think Chinese people don't talk much about sex, you are right. It's just the case here, where I live. I'm from Shanghai, a city in China.
It was in a restaurant, which was next to my middle school. I still clearly remember: I was having lunch with one of my friends. Strangely enough, he suddenly whispered to me, "Masturbation — it feels so great. You shoot out semen. My brother taught me this. I teach you?"
Boy, was I startled. I had absolutely no idea what he was talking about. I was so naive then. I knew what semen was, but I'd never thought of it being "shot." Pretending to be absent-minded, I didn't say a word. That whole afternoon I didn't even dare to think about the whole matter. I was frightened. However, it did happen. That night I went to bed very early; I couldn't wait to get under the covers and explore the truth. Soon my penis got rock hard. I just stared at it, not knowing what to do. I started squeezing my testicles for a little while, thinking that some liquid might ooze out. But in fact I didn't even know where it was supposed to ooze out. That night it all ended up in disappointment, and soon the whole incident slowly began to fade in my mind.
Then one afternoon, I was watching TV, with my fingers squeezing my penis a lot. Suddenly there came this special feeling through my body; it was good, yet soon disappeared. I certainly didn't know to link it to semen. I kept rubbing the whole shaft, hoping to experience the cool feeling again. Before long, I enjoyed it a second time, but again it soon disappeared. I didn't want to stop at all and rubbed even harder and quicker until finally that intense sensation was completely triggered, which seemed never to stop. At this point, I was feeling both comfortable and worried, because I had no idea what was been going on and what was to come. It lasted for just seconds and I ejaculated for the first time. I saved my semen so I could look at it carefully. It was clear, brownish, and very thick — almost jelly — nothing like what I shoot nowadays, which is white and a bit watery. Strangely enough, it remained firm (it didn't "melt") and the next day I decided to throw it away. I did feel delighted to discover my own secret in the end. In less than two minutes, I did it a second time and indulged in every second of it.
After this great discovery, I began to masturbate on a regular basis: almost once a day, sometimes twice or even 3 times a day. I did enjoy it. However, before long, the most terrible thing happened. I decided what I'd been doing was evil. I read from certain books that occasional masturbation was harmless, but that it can destroy the body if done too much, regularly. The definition of "occasional" was once or twice a month. Oh God! I got frustrated and obsessed. I was afraid my health might fail, so I finally boosted my courage and decided to abstain from masturbation. I made some plans, like cutting down the frequency bit by bit, and I even used rope to tie several of my fingers together so I wouldn't touch my penis. Anyway, all these things proved to be useless — I was just too horny and couldn't help myself.
The longest I've ever gone without masturbating was 6 days, during military training, with 10 guys sharing one small room; plus, my bed was crunchy — I could find no opportunity. While showering, hardly anybody was able to build up the nerve to pull back his foreskin and soap the head. In China everybody gets shy about sex stuff, and for sure, I followed suit. The urge kept growing in my guts every single day, but I could do nothing. I can still clearly remember that the first thing I did when I returned home was not to have a cold drink, or to clean my face — I hurriedly unbuckled my pants and released my tortured penis. It smelled really bad when I pulled back the foreskin to take a look at that frustrated red mushroom, which was all covered with smelly cream. But was I turned on! I grabbed my erection and madly stroked up and down the whole shaft. Meanwhile, I was also squeezing my PC muscle with all my might. In less then a half minute, I ejaculated a lot; it landed on my face and T-shirt. I think I might have done it too fast, because my urge wasn't completely released; there still was some discomfort in my guts.
After I entered university, my masturbatory sessions became largely reduced. I share a room with 3 other guys. The only chance I can find is after bedtime, when the room is almost dark and I'm under the covers. I stroke my penis very slowly, afraid to make any distinct movements. I also use a Kleenex or simply my fingers to wipe away all the "pre-cum" (I secrete a lot from my long foreskin). I feel confined; I can't masturbate when I want to. But in exchange, I enjoy better-quality orgasms. There is usually a two- or three-day break between every masturbation session, so I ejaculate more, and with more intense feelings.
Do the other 3 guys masturbate? That's one of my puzzles. I thought they do, because they are all male like me — how they could manage to hold it? But every now and then, one of them will announce that he had a "wet dream" the night before. However, I'm wary that those briefs might not have any semen in them after all. But I'm not sure. Anyway, I don't care much about it, because whether they do it or not is not going to influence my decision to keep on enjoying myself.
I'm no longer obsessed about masturbation these days. After I logged on to JackinWorld for the first time, I found out for myself a lot about masturbation, this thing so many of us males do. There is nothing wrong with it. I feel lucky that I could learn the fact that tons of American fellows are doing it right now. There might be only one pity: I don't enjoy much variation. I read the tips on JackinWorld, but I can't fully understand most of them. I wish there were pictures, so more people could find joy in them.
Thank you for letting me share my unique experience with all other fellows!
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