My favorite subject

Okay, I'm not good at writing but this is a favorite subject, so here goes. I had my first few orgasms when I was in the 6th grade, while I was asleep. I had no idea what it was all about. It was a mess to clean up, it kinda felt good while I was dreaming, but the sticky mess made it a pain. One morning I woke up and had a major erection and was lying on my stomach. I found out it felt real good to rub it by thrusting into the bed. But then I felt like I was going to lose it -- I was afraid I'd pee in the bed and my mom would find out, so I stopped. I did that a few days in a row and then decided it felt good enough to see what happened. (I'd take the risk of my mom making a fuss.) I kept going and WHAM! I was amazed! I had not wet the bed, but it was still a mess-- but it felt way better than during the dreams!

I did it that way every morning for a while until a guy at my bus stop asked me if I had hair and if I masturbated. I said I had some, and no, I did not masturbate. He told me how, and I said I could ejaculate but did it on my stomach. He said to try it with a fist. So then I started and now prefer it that way (still in bed, now morning or night time!).

I was babysitting spring '97 and the older kid (he was 10) asked me if I'd show him how I shot white stuff, so I did. He was amazed. That same summer I got caught by my brother, which was a major embarrassment. I thought nobody was home all afternoon. It was hot as heck so I got naked and was stretched out on my bed. I had the window fan on to get a breeze. It was loud, so I did not hear my older brother (he is 17) sneak to the door. I was sweaty and stroking up a storm -- I was trembling and about to go wild and I saw him in the door. Sh*t! I froze! I had my penis in my hand but did not move. He stared at it and at me and I waited. He finally turned and left but kept the door open. I was so horny I had to resume, and it was the biggest gusher of all time! My brother never said anything, but I know he had wondered, so I guess he knows now. I have my own room so he can't catch me again. I am really quiet. (There is no lock on the door, so I guess he could barge in on me, but I could do the same to him, too.)

I found JackinWorld while searching the Internet. It's so cool to read about everyone else who likes masturbation as much as I do! Paying 5 bucks to get JackInsider seems like a ripoff, but I like reading that other guys are just as into it as I am, so I guess it's okay.

I forget what else I was supposed to say, so that's about it. I masturbate a lot and really like it. I am to chicken to ask a friend to do it, though I have thought about what it would be like. Not sure what else to write. Have fun -- I do!