I have had several interesting times since I started masturbating. When I was about 9 years old, I worked on a neighbor's farm. They had a son in his 30s, unmarried, whom I worked with a lot. He would feel me up and put my hand on his penis, and eventually I started to masturbate him. To me his penis was so big, but to a 9-year-old, I guess it was. Then one day when I was about 10, I walked into the barn and caught my cousin going at it. He was 5 years older than me. He was to the point that he couldn't stop, so I saw him ejaculate. Of course, since I had seen my neighbor, I knew what was happening. They both told me that when I got to age 12, I would be able to do the same thing, maybe sooner. I started trying to do the same, but nothing ever happened.
Soon after that experience with my cousin, I was riding a friend's horse bareback with only a bridle. I dropped the reins, and when I reached down to retrieve them, something happened to me that I nearly strangled the horse. (Somehow even after hearing about all this, I didn't realize what was happening.) I almost couldn't stand it, it felt so good. Needless to say, each time I got on that horse I had to try it. Each time was the same. I don't remember my shorts being wet, so apparently I was "shooting blanks" at that time.
Then when I was 14, a friend asked me if I had ever masturbated. I said I tried, but nothing ever happened. He asked me to go into my grandmother's barn and we would try. He told me I would want to stretch and not to stop when I thought I couldn't stand it. Guess what — I soon found myself getting to the place where I thought I would scream, and WHOA, what a load. That was during the morning, and when I went home, I did it again about 3 times that day. The first time, my hand sort of cramped and locked for a few seconds.
Not long after that, a cousin two years younger than me grabbed me and asked me if I ever played with "that." I told him yes, did he? He said he had been ejaculating since age 11. He was hung like a horse for a kid of only about 13.
After that I masturbated with several friends. Even after marrying, I kept it up occasionally. Since I'm a widower, I pleasure myself about 5 times per week. I would still like to have someone to join in with, but don't know anyone I would ask or would want to. My father was from Ireland, and being Catholic, he would have broken my hand if he had caught me masturbating. He never once told me anything about sex. I vowed that if I ever had sons, I would explalin it all to them, but I never had any.
I can't for the life of me understand why masturbation is so secretive, since all boys and men do it or have done it. Thank goodness it is getting more out in the open, although it's too late for me. I hope I still want to masturbate as long as I live, even if it's until age 100, which is how long my mother lived.
Do you find yourself masturbating more often during some seasons than others? Why?
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