I discovered masturbation when I was 10 or 11. Every so often, during class, I would get an erection. Although I didn't know what I was doing, it felt really good to stroke myself in this area. I didn't even know about the penis then. I don't remember seeing it, and I didn't even know what it was called! I soon learned how to increase the pleasure, and eventually, when I was about 12, I ejaculated. I had absolutely no idea what I had just done, but I enjoyed it immensely. So I continued to do it. Last year I discovered JackinWorld, and I have become a regular visitor.
Since discovering masturbation, I have gone through many problems. The first one is, of course, trying to keep it a secret. Sometimes my parents would knock at my door when I was masturbating, and then they would come right in! So I had to improvise, telling them I was changing clothes. (Like they actually believed that!) But now they know that whenever my door is closed, they should knock first and wait for an okay from me.
About 6 months ago I first decided to use lube. It was the smartest thing I have ever done. Now, I can do all types of techniques that before were impossible. Before I discovered lube, masturbation meant either humping the bed, or using the "fist" technique. I slightly favored humping because it took me forever to ejaculate using the fist. I now masturbate about once a day, but on some days I don't do it. Other days, when I get especially frisky and my parents aren't home, I do it more than once, in any place I can imagine: at the computer, on the couch, on the floor, in the shower, etc. On the weekends I normally get a morning erection, so sometimes I do it in the morning. That is normally the safest time, as is late at night, because I usually stay up much later than anybody in my family. However, sometimes I get an urge to do it during the day, so I do it then. I never have a set time; I just listen to my body.
Another problem I face is how to hide all the stuff I use for masturbation. The biggest thing is lube. I have tried hiding it everywhere, and I have now settled upon a small box that I have put next to my bed. I think that my parents have discovered it, though, because sometimes I leave the lube and other items out, and either our cleaning lady sees it or my parents come in when I'm at school and see it. This doesn't really bother me, because I know that my parents sometimes masturbate. One time, my dad received a package from Fed-Ex, and I could tell it was important, because it was a next-day delivery. So I took it up to him and walked in. A porn movie was playing on his computer. I just turned away and left the package on the ground. End of story. He hasn't come to talk to me about it, and I don't talk to him about it.
Here's another story: I was in an airplane on the way to China. I got a huge erection, and I felt like I just had to get it off. So I pulled a blanket over myself, like I was going to try to sleep, and I started masturbating. I peeked over at my friends and saw them all looking at me and laughing. It took me a minute to figure out why — and then it dawned on me. I have never been able to live that down.
There's one thing I just can't understand: How can people make fun of people who they see masturbate, when they themselves masturbate? That is the reason why I think JackinWorld is a great site: It's trying to promote the idea that masturbation is a great thing. I truly appreciate all that masturbation has done for me. I normally use it as a relaxation technique for when I am stressed by a test/exam, or just life in general.
Masturbation has changed my life, and I will continue to do it forever. I hope and pray that one day, masturbation will be both taught about in schools, and will be socially acceptable to all in this world.
Do you find yourself masturbating more often during some seasons than others? Why?
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Beneath a blanket
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