The first time I really ever heard of masturbation was when I was in 5th grade. There were 4 teachers -- 2 male and 2 female; we split up with the guys in 2 rooms and the girls in 2 rooms. We talked about puberty and masturbation. Nobody openly said they masturbated or even understood what the heck it even was. Everyone assumed you were gay if you did it, and that it wasn't normal for any guy to do it.
I have no older brothers and all my guy cousins are much younger. So I never really had anybody to talk to about masturbation, and I was way too embarrassed to talk about it with my parents. After 5th grade I kind of forgot about the sex-education class and masturbation altogether. Then one day in 6th grade some guys were talking about "spanking the monkey" and of course "masturbation". I only understood what they were talking about when they said "masturbation." They were talking about how they did it and how proud of themselves they were.
I was thinking to myself, I want to learn how to masturbate. One day after I got home school during 6th grade, I went to my room to put my bookbag away, and I was thinking, I want to see what the big deal is about masturbating. So I got naked and sat on the floor, leaning against my bed. I remember seeing my penis get really big and fat. I never had noticed or felt this before, probably because I had never thought about it. (Now I never miss when I get an erection.) Anyway, I started moving the (unlubed) skin around my circumcised penis up and down. I did this for what seemed like forever, but was about 10 minutes, and then this explosive thing happened. It was the best feeling I had ever felt in my life! I thought, I did it -- I masturbated! Yes! It was a dry orgasm. I didn't quite understand the concept of semen and sperm at the time. I did it a couple more times, all resulting in dry orgasms.
I decided not to do it for a while. But one day I was really horny and decided to try masturbating again. I got naked on the floor and starting stroking again, and BAM! It happened -- although this time a thick, white fluid came out. Semen! Yes! No more dry orgasms. I was really excited but had nobody to share this excitement with.
By the time I was in 7th grade I was masturbating 3 to 5 times a week. Eventually I started ejaculating semen, and at first that scared me, too. About this time I started getting pubic hair and that really scared me -- I thought masturbation had caused it. I realized it wasn't a factor when it kept growing in, after I had stopped masturbating. So, I started masturbating again. It felt great. I eventually began shooting semen out, and my semen was white and thick. My masturbation habit had rapidly increased in frequency -- as much as 4 or 5 times a day at one point. Then I realized I needed to cut back and slow down. Eventually I stumbled across this site and realized that there are tons of guys who did this same act just as I did! I was no longer ashamed of masturbation.
I am now 15 and masturbate on a regular basis, about 7 or 8 times a week, sometimes as often as 2 or 3 times a day. I often pretend I am having sex, or doing something with my girlfriend. I love the feel of my penis and holding it in my hand. My older sister and I often talk about masturbation, but she says she never does it. I have always wanted to masturbate with my two best friends (guys). I have never gotten up the courage to ask either of them. One is 13 and the other is 14. We have talked about it before, but the older one said he doesn't do it on a regular basis, and the other one said he does it only once a month. The two friends have met before, but that's it. I would like to be masturbated by someone else, because even though it's a great feeling every time I ejaculate, it gets boring with yourself every time. Maybe when they get older they will do it more often.
Do you find yourself masturbating more often during some seasons than others? Why?
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